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Metamorphosis
I hold you in my arms and my tears back
Touching your soft skin that glows like a star before it explodes into a million pieces. your supernova is near. your lovely kind shines through your smile. your eyes turn to glass where i can see your warmth and love i try to reflect. as you grow colder you slide through my arms and only your body is left as a burden beared by my heart. i cannot believe this, don`t want to accept. isn`t love stronger than death ? if all we believe in turns to sand is there still a sense to live on ?
Mind mutation - altruism failed
Character change - love turns to hate !!!
Dazed and confused i awake in emotional coma. this empty place where love once dwelled is overruled by the dark side of my mind. when all is gone and nothing`s left there is one thing to rely on. before pain becomes overwhelming instinctive resistance begins. i see you standing aside me. you live undead. those who had not been kissed can never understand. your words mean nothing to me, don`t even hear them. i yearn for isolation, a lifeless world !!!
Dearest sun in my life, don`t set tonight !
Don`t leave me alone in this dark place !
Beautiful rose, don`t rot away !
A garden of stones is so cold and lifeless !
All crumbles down, i break in two !
If you leave now my love will follow you !
My heart is eaten out, i kick it away. a useless waste inside: don`t need it anymore. warm emotions errupt to roaring fire! all barriers been broken. i`m lost, i`m free, i stand alone. a wolf among the sheeps - hurt and ready to bite. i want to make you feel my sorrow. misanthropic i became! no love should be left after my metamorphosis !!!
Be aware !
Watch out for the black shadow hunting in the streets. keep your daughters locked behind closed doors. don`t let them get into my hands! now as it all comes back - total devolution - the same mistakes will strike once more if i would fail to fight my own nightmare, to ban this human weakness as i look for another
You!!!
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