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Blacksox
I`m afraid of a sure thing of a change in the here
And now and the force when it hits me the full weight of it when i`m down
The fucking air in the city when the phase-shifting sign is off
If this ship is unsteady, how will that lifeboat hold us all
I aint gonna crawl->tell them all to forget it tell them that`s
It then call it off cause i`m worried about money and paradigm stores running low
I ain`t gonna crawl but i`ll lie on the road
So how can i laugh how can i take it without some doubt
How can i laugh how can i face it right away with everything gone wrong
With everything all over anyway i need some grace
Say goodbye to aesthetic,
Better taste and essential self `cause i`m just tired of running
And there`s a time bomb in this head
So just who`s the real killer and what made his paint dry?
It`s kind of hard to imagine holidays in neurotica
A slap in the faith, hard, opened hand is the one reality
I can never protect myself from, even in the sparkle yard at end
Of day warm summer madness in the bouquet of a dream son,
Astral projecting, failing to right wrongs when the whole thing starts to open up
I ain`t gonna crawl without falling hard, without some pain
Whenever the fog breaks and a day takes hold
I just can`t think straight right away maybe i`ll come around...
Or not i`m swinging again and all my ex-friends say its psycho-pathetic
And way too gone, almost painless even though i wondered
If something was wrong all along.
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